{"id":9064,"date":"2017-03-04T09:17:14","date_gmt":"2017-03-04T14:17:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.lettersandsodas.com\/books\/?p=9064"},"modified":"2017-03-04T09:17:14","modified_gmt":"2017-03-04T14:17:14","slug":"when-watched-stories-by-leopoldine-corepenguin-books-2016","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lettersandsodas.com\/books\/when-watched-stories-by-leopoldine-corepenguin-books-2016\/","title":{"rendered":"When Watched: Stories by Leopoldine CorePenguin Books, 2016"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Despite it coming highly recommended from a close friend, I found myself feeling sort of resistant to this book of 19 short stories at first. I think partly it was that I&#8217;d just read another collection of stories (<i>Public Library and Other Stories<\/i> by Ali Smith) and had very much enjoyed their mostly-first-person narratives, and the fact that this book is narrated in the third person initially felt flat, especially in the first story, where I found myself impatient with reading about what the characters looked like. Also, this book felt quite bleak: we see its characters in a whole lot of moments of self-hate and sadness and stasis, and I was feeling bleak enough myself before I started reading. But as I kept making my way through it, Core&#8217;s style grew on me. I can see why she has a back-cover blurb from Marie Calloway; these stories and the ones in Calloway&#8217;s <i>what purpose did i serve in your life<\/i> feel like they inhabit a similar sort of space populated by characters struggling with self-doubt and insecurity and want\/need and the dynamics of dealing with other people. When I finished the book I read it again, and I liked it more on my second read&#8212;maybe because I knew what I was in for. <\/p>\n<p>There is a lot in this book about being young and feeling stuck in your circumstances, and also a lot about being a writer and feeling stuck in your work, and also a lot about being human and feeling stuck in your self\/in your desires, but there are also stories with a sense of possibility. In my favorite story, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.centerforfiction.org\/historic-tree-nurseries-by-leopoldine-core\">Historic Tree Nurseries<\/a>, a queer couple consisting of a younger woman and an older woman drive to Ohio to adopt a dog: there is a lot of tension, but the ending is a moment of something like grace.<\/p>\n<p>Even in the stories I liked less, there were a whole lot of good sentences\/phrases: someone asks a character what it&#8217;s like being a teenager, and her response is that &#8220;Everyone wants what you have so they try to control you&#8221; (17). Another character is &#8220;addicted to her own charm&#8221; (29). Someone thinks about how she &#8220;hates the way people in her neighborhood seem to lecture each other on dates&#8221; (78). When two characters get on a plane after a series of stressful experiences, there&#8217;s this, which I like a whole lot:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>And it was a surprising relief to enter the familiar capsule, to know that now nothing was expected of them. Even the lift-off was pleasant, easy to succumb to. They simply sat there, letting the rumbling machine have them, then the sky. (102-103)<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>And there is something really satisfying about a lot of the dialogue, which feels very funny and true, like this conversation between a pair of best friends in &#8220;Another Breed&#8221;:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>Cory could have smiled or sobbed but did neither. &#8220;Am I a needy person?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8220;Yes.&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8220;Am I the neediest person in your life?<br \/>\n&#8220;No. You&#8217;re just the most willing to express it.&#8221; (48)<\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Despite it coming highly recommended from a close friend, I found myself feeling sort of resistant to this book of 19 short stories at first. I think partly it was that I&#8217;d just read another collection of stories (Public Library and Other Stories by Ali Smith) and had very much enjoyed their mostly-first-person narratives, and [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9064","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-fiction"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lettersandsodas.com\/books\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9064","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lettersandsodas.com\/books\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lettersandsodas.com\/books\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lettersandsodas.com\/books\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lettersandsodas.com\/books\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9064"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/lettersandsodas.com\/books\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9064\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lettersandsodas.com\/books\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9064"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lettersandsodas.com\/books\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9064"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lettersandsodas.com\/books\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9064"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}